Love & Pyromania—Are They All Cowards?

I have found that every time I've fallen in love it's been deeper, more intense, and better. I love them better as I grow and understand love. The last one, I love him still. My Guy. It hurt so much every time he left me, ran off with another woman, and didn't even consider the …

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30 More Days

When I relapsed I thought, okay, I'm going to accept myself where I am at. It didn't seem possible that I would keep going. I honestly didn't want to try. Then my Elder said I had to do what she said in order to participate in The Yuwipi Ceremony and my brain came back from …

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Choosing to Change Means Leaving Home

Today I was able to visit an elder and bless them by giving them a shoulder, back, foot, and hand massage. It is a wonderful thing to be able to gift my body to the service of those who have gifted me with knowledge, friendship, and healing. I had offered this gift and then had …

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