The Ring of Fire

One year ago on 10/25/2017 I was deep into my addiction with meth and I was alone. I spent every day in my bedroom wondering what was going to happen with my life. I had no desire to stop using and I couldn't imagine my life any different. I was lonely in a profound way …

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Shit! I suck at blogging!

I have been writing and that makes me happy. I haven't been writing for this blog though and that is not as happy. It turns out that I have so much to say and just not enough time to also stay on top of my self care. I didn't end up sober. I was sober …

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Akashic Records, Addiction, & The Life Outside my Mental Prison

I did a guided meditation for connecting to Akashic Records last night and it was really interesting. I did go into the place, the library, but I wasn’t able to know the answer to all my questions. At least not consciously. I did get to see one of my past lives and understand some of …

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